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i lean against the wind; pretend that i am weightless

and in this moment i am happy: happy.


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new my chemical romance = garbage

Writer's Block: I'll meet you down at the big yellow joint
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Why isn't marijuana legal when tobacco is?

because tobacco isn't a mind altering substance. yeah its addictive and cause cravings, but who ever really got high off a cig? and also, it rakes in too much money now to be made illegal. too bad, pot is way better.

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what do you want me to do? cry about everything and wish you still loved me?

i'm too proud for that. i'd rather pretend we never loved each other at all.
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just, no
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no, my username has nothing to do with that twilight douchebaggery.

rush
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NEW YEARS EVE!

RESOLUTIONS:
losemoreweight, ughofcourse
refrain from cuttingmyhair for 0NE YEARRRR.

rush
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hungover.

:(
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i broke russell's heart yesterday and for some reason i don't feel bad. i feel relieved. i feel like i can finally catch my breath. i'm sorry he is hurt but i KNOW i made the right decision.

i've never had to experience anything like this before and its so bizarre. its like, i felt like i was somewhere else. floating on. watching. being and not feeling. having someone fall apart and see their pain and fear and complete devastation right in front of you. it's unnerving and rather awkward. i kept my cool. i barely shed a tear.

is that wrong?

i feel right. i feel okay.
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TRIATHLON NEWS
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I'm currently starting training for a triathlon next year. It is about a year away and I really want to do it. Since I haven't been losing weight lately, I've decided to give myself a new challenge in order to lose the weight and get even healthier.

Okay, so this triathlon is a .5 mile swim, 19 mi bike, and 3.1 mi run. I can definitely do the run. But the swimming and biking, not so much.

I went to Henry's yesterday and was testing out bikes and everything and I have one on reserve, I'm just waiting for my finaid to go through for school so that I have to spare cash. I really want to do this and I've been practicing HOW to swim because, I'm almost 19 and I can't even swim. But I'm learning and I've gotten so much better.

I can't wait to start!

Today I went for my normal distance run which is roughly 3 miles, but I'm trying very hard to increase my speed, which I was very successful with today.

Also, my semi-vegetarian-ness is going very well! I eat only fish because it is good for me and I love it. So that's that.

I don't know if anyone cares, but I'll keep you all updated.

Exactly one year from now, I'm going to be lean and fit and ready to fucking race.

;)

I'm going to jump rope now!
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Writer's Block: Not Even If You Paid Me
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What do you think is the worst job?


shampoo girl. bossed around all day, washing kids with lice, old people with flaky scalps, and cleaning up everybodies shit. oh, not to mention, you ruin all your clothes.

a horrible job would be like a coal miner

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http://sunsetmog-fics.livejournal.com/40822.html

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