hungover.

:(

i was missing out being with russ.

eric is fucking incredible.

i broke russell's heart yesterday and for some reason i don't feel bad. i feel relieved. i feel like i can finally catch my breath. i'm sorry he is hurt but i KNOW i made the right decision.

i've never had to experience anything like this before and its so bizarre. its like, i felt like i was somewhere else. floating on. watching. being and not feeling. having someone fall apart and see their pain and fear and complete devastation right in front of you. it's unnerving and rather awkward. i kept my cool. i barely shed a tear.

is that wrong?

i feel right. i feel okay.

I'm currently starting training for a triathlon next year. It is about a year away and I really want to do it. Since I haven't been losing weight lately, I've decided to give myself a new challenge in order to lose the weight and get even healthier.

Okay, so this triathlon is a .5 mile swim, 19 mi bike, and 3.1 mi run. I can definitely do the run. But the swimming and biking, not so much.

I went to Henry's yesterday and was testing out bikes and everything and I have one on reserve, I'm just waiting for my finaid to go through for school so that I have to spare cash. I really want to do this and I've been practicing HOW to swim because, I'm almost 19 and I can't even swim. But I'm learning and I've gotten so much better.

I can't wait to start!

Today I went for my normal distance run which is roughly 3 miles, but I'm trying very hard to increase my speed, which I was very successful with today.

Also, my semi-vegetarian-ness is going very well! I eat only fish because it is good for me and I love it. So that's that.

I don't know if anyone cares, but I'll keep you all updated.

Exactly one year from now, I'm going to be lean and fit and ready to fucking race.

;)

I'm going to jump rope now!

shampoo girl. bossed around all day, washing kids with lice, old people with flaky scalps, and cleaning up everybodies shit. oh, not to mention, you ruin all your clothes.

a horrible job would be like a coal miner

( KATEISGREAT )

yes kaitlyn, i am talking about you.

i just wanted to make a post because well, you're great and i still love you!

and i also wanted to know if...IF YOU HAD ANOTHER QUARTER CAUSE OTHERWISE I GOTTA GET FUNYONS! ROFL ROFL ROFL, ILY GIRL. :DDDDD

what she said. song title for the first letter in your name/username

Live Fast, Die Young (Circle Jerks)
Early Sunsets Over Monroeville (My Chemical Romance)
Agoraphobia (Incubus)
Higher Expectations (The Years Gone By)

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Faggot (Mindless Self Indulgence)
Unholy Confessions (Avenged Sevenfold)
Come Sail Away (Styx)
Kate Is Great (Bouncing Souls)
Bedroom Talk (The Starting Line)
Enter The Circus (Christiana Aguilera)
Lloyd Dobbler (Pencey Prep)
Lola (The Kinks)
A Hand Written Apology (A Hero From A Thousand Paces)

(I am extremely pleased that revengeandpiety is no longer my username :D)

I swear we were infinite.

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Smile. It's free. :D

LMFAO, I THINK THE TABLES ARE TURNING.

K8 ND I R DA L0NLI N CRYN 1Z N0W. B1TCHN @ EVRY1Z ANTIKZ.

Man, i just wrote Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness: Dawn to Dusk on my Adore cd. So i had to cross it off and now the Adore cd looks like shit cause its got three lines of scribble on the bottom. >:[

Fuck.

Anyway, I cna't wait till Wednesday :]]]

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I CAN DRIVE BY MYSELF ON APRIL FOURTH. AND APRIL SIXTH IS SPRING BREAKKKK. :D

Kaitlyn is gonna be b1tchn @ mah antikzzz.

GERARD IN DAT HOPSITAL GOWN.



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Untitledassasin [10:31 AM]: happy valentines day leah, i love you so much <3 =)
Needles and rope [10:32 AM]: awww, happy valentines day mike, i love you too!
Needles and rope [10:32 AM]: *hands you rose*
Untitledassasin [10:32 AM]: chyessss
Untitledassasin [10:32 AM]: awe so very sweet you are

god, he makes me the happiest girl in the whole wide world.

and for some reason, we're just friends and I love it that way.